I must admit I have been having a difficult time consistently being in the Word. I have been letting busyness and distractions win out and have neglected what’s most important. Sitting on my couch the other day, I turned around and saw Charles Spurgeon’s The Treasury of David: Classic Reflections on the Wisdom of the Psalms. I remembered loving these writings in college and thought they might be a good place to renew my passion for the Word.
Then yesterday, my friend Jessica (society sister, college prayer partner, and present day missionary) posted a quote from a Pastor States on Facebook: “Did not Job, after his suffering, his questioning, his loss, find that God was enough? Where is the boredom in contemplating Jesus Christ? Where is the weariness of reading His word or of communing with Him? Nevertheless, when we do it only out of duty, our service, worship, and life become a sham, He is not honored nor feared. May God help us!” This quote convicted, rebuked, and inspired me.
So this morning, as I was waiting for Bryan to get home from work, I curled up with a cup of espresso and grabbed the first volume of The Treasury of David. I began with the Preface and was rebuked even in that. Spurgeon wrote these volumes during a time of illness that kept him out of the pulpit. He writes, “I would have preached had I been able, but as my Master denied me the privilege of thus serving him, I gladly availed myself of the other method of bearing testimony for his name. O that he may give me fruit in this field also, and his shall be all the praise.” Even Spurgeon could not always serve God as he desired, and so he creatively served Him as he was able with the opportunities the Lord presented him. This has great application for all of us who struggle with desiring to serve God in one way but being presented with an opportunity to serve God in a way we least expected. It has application for the unemployed and underemployed, for the barren and the widow, for the sick and those waiting for a change in station or location. Wherever you are and with whatever God has given at this time, serve Him with all of it and let Him use it as He will.
This too is my prayer–that God will use me where I am with the opportunities that I have while I have them, that I will live gratefully in the present with the overshadowing hope of the future glory with Christ and not miss opportunities because I am longing for something other than what God has provided, that I will passionately consume myself with the Word as if in a fire, and that that Word will dwell in me richly and exude from me, that the Gospel may be furthered and that the God of Grace may be glorified.